I was 20 working as a dj but I was off Mondays and the TV was on, Cosell at first said he was shot and at the hospital...then announced shortly later he was dead. When he first said it I thought 'am I dreaming this?' I just couldn't believe it. I cried so hard that night and couldn't even work the next night. For 2 weeks I was a mess. I couldn't believe the insanity of it, and I still can't. I never thought the death of someone you don't personally know could affect you so much. So, from that moment on, as soon as the computers and the web became a 'thing' I referred to myself as Lennonfan. .....and I carry that to this day.